(but honestly i dont snack alot when you eat so much protein you dont get hungry as often through the day) Taking the valentines happy girl we lived on a corner in a typical oc tract neighborhood and then i found myself a mother funny i thought id teach awhile longer and have grant all to myself and save some money just a phone call one night she had an aneurysm and although this was a surprise of the worst kind it was the most spiritual time of my life much good and understanding has come through that loss this week i am getting all my ducks in a row so that this weekend i can hole up and sew myself some desperately needed skirts for church and summer a few months in the life of this infertile girl lunch whole wheat pita with tuna or deli meat or a big salad with grilled chicken the deal with pcos and carbs all day the kids hung out at that corner played on that grass got drinks out of that hose went through the secret passage way in the juniper bushes and only left the area to go around the block over and over again sometimes it was on bikes with banana seats sometimes roller skates sometimes big wheels sometimes walking even occasionally on skateboards with cardboard boxes on them (our cars) confession i miss saved by the bell i bet that block is not nearly as big as i remember it being but i remember it being quite a trip he is the perfect mix to me of blues and folk and funk and feeling i swear nothing makes me happier than a peaceful space and some needles and the dishes she cleans for me i dont even have to rinse before putting things in the dishwasher anymore and how warm she keeps my toesies while im sitting at the desk working on the computer who needs slippers it seems her only desire in life is to be close to us and all she asks for is an occasional pet and some food and water truly my lowest maintenance friend isnt life surprising i was laying awake thinking last night about how different my life has gone then what i thought (in a good way) more earrings get yours here i remember that too it was really fun i hope it gets warm again real soon i cant wait to go to the park again with you two love mom and again when you are at a good weight and having regular cycles you can absolutely add in a lot more whole wheat and whole grain foods as well as all fruits and vegetables and other good carbs like beans if your cycles get a little kooky or you gain weight thats when you know you need to reduce again hard to find only a little ive met some truly kindred spirits in my life so far especially my two nicoles (well coco i not so much met as i was born to the same parents) i love them girls and their cute purses
