he is the perfect mix to me of blues and folk and funk and feeling messes are piling up around me making it hard to relax and get well i cant cuddle grant or cate- they need to stay well- so they are steering clear of me i am bored and tired and achy Ill show you what ive been working on soon- theyre presents and i have to give them away first have a nice monday even more obsessed with flickr than usual of late and as ive been laying in my misery ive been thinking a lot about that penny and just how lonely id be if she wasnt there with me the girl loves chocolate milk she is my best babysitter for cate she takes turns with me putting cate to bed and being her pillow Taking the valentines happy girl all day the kids hung out at that corner played on that grass got drinks out of that hose went through the secret passage way in the juniper bushes and only left the area to go around the block over and over again sometimes it was on bikes with banana seats sometimes roller skates sometimes big wheels sometimes walking even occasionally on skateboards with cardboard boxes on them (our cars) it was the first time i realized that things dont always go how you think they will and that it all can turn out better than you imagined they make me happy i love all the sweet artistically talented bloggers that offer free downloads around holidays for us readers it transported me back in time to simpler sunnier days and its been making really happy to stare at today but the commonality between each experience was- it was out of my hands i occasionally fell in love with someone who couldnt be had i occasionally had to run from someone who wouldnt let me go lunch whole wheat pita with tuna or deli meat or a big salad with grilled chicken ready to share the love goal peaceful nights productive days do you have to be obsessed with yarn and needles and hooks like i am to think that is the most inviting little space youve ever seen i remember that too it was really fun i hope it gets warm again real soon i cant wait to go to the park again with you two love mom ok its hard to stop i love every song