cate did you love disney games on the computer when you were five she is my best babysitter for cate she takes turns with me putting cate to bed and being her pillow isnt life surprising i was laying awake thinking last night about how different my life has gone then what i thought (in a good way) Ill show you what ive been working on soon- theyre presents and i have to give them away first have a nice monday you love him too right and the dishes she cleans for me i dont even have to rinse before putting things in the dishwasher anymore and how warm she keeps my toesies while im sitting at the desk working on the computer who needs slippers it seems her only desire in life is to be close to us and all she asks for is an occasional pet and some food and water truly my lowest maintenance friend i will i will i will please hold me accountable if you dont see the results posted next week the inspiration pieces from toast see a little note for my valentine 1 luce 2 Untitled 3 Working 4 Stove Top a few months in the life of this infertile girl Off to the kindergarten valentine party and as ive been laying in my misery ive been thinking a lot about that penny and just how lonely id be if she wasnt there with me i have been laying in bed sick since monday it seems to be getting worse by the day not better i am so irritated and antsy i miss my family and i want to clean my house hey my little family well as it turns out it was me who needed her the most i think if the test of the greatest among us is the one who will be the servant than penny wins in this houseok animal peoplei get it i really really get it grant and i listened and danced to his music on valentines day we gave the universe one out- if grant found a job he loved before springtime wed stay put even though we wanted to go to cali really bad and even though grant had been looking for a different job for a long time project 31 is rolling along i have donations for every single item i need for the 31 newborn kits and lots of fabric donations and i will sew until there are 31 baby quilts too thank you SO much i was overwhelmed by the awesome response packages are starting to arrive i will be sure to post some pictures when i get it all together and ready to take to the humanitarian center my heart is happy lunch whole wheat pita with tuna or deli meat or a big salad with grilled chicken it made me happy i remember that too it was really fun i hope it gets warm again real soon i cant wait to go to the park again with you two love mom and i cheat like alot well usually i ease up on weekends but i feel so crappy and bloated again that i cant wait to start eating right on monday but i have kind of had to tell myself this is just the new lifestyle and if i want to indulge every now and again im going to cause id rather die than not be able to have some chips and guac or a slice of cake every now and again so if i eat like this 90% of the time then ive noticed that my body or the scale doesnt mind if i wander in my choices a bit the other 10% exercising everyday helps with this too i feel like its a great trade off- feeling great and a regular period for a little self control ten months after we were married i was a stay at home mom living the student life again while grant went back to school a few months later another unplanned event- my mom passed away suddenly but i couldnt stop looking at the picture because it shows the place where i played for the first 12 years of my life cate what did you play on the computer then im just obsessed with him