a little note for my valentine and the dishes she cleans for me i dont even have to rinse before putting things in the dishwasher anymore and how warm she keeps my toesies while im sitting at the desk working on the computer who needs slippers it seems her only desire in life is to be close to us and all she asks for is an occasional pet and some food and water truly my lowest maintenance friend grant and i talked last fall about wanting to take control and own a home and make some of our dreams a reality so we planned to move back to california for some opportunities there all day the kids hung out at that corner played on that grass got drinks out of that hose went through the secret passage way in the juniper bushes and only left the area to go around the block over and over again sometimes it was on bikes with banana seats sometimes roller skates sometimes big wheels sometimes walking even occasionally on skateboards with cardboard boxes on them (our cars) i am given glimpses of the why and the good and the reasons and the plan the bigger picture and the necessity for some to not fit the mold it transported me back in time to simpler sunnier days and its been making really happy to stare at today me um we didnt have disney games when i was five and then that got me thinking that really its not just while laying in bed that she is watching out for me i really really need my bedroom to be simple and uncluttered and white for calming purposes you know what i mean i got a lot emails about what i eat and how it effects pcos- so i hope you dont mind if i just answer all the questions here instead of going through each email it was the first time i realized that things dont always go how you think they will and that it all can turn out better than you imagined and as ive been laying in my misery ive been thinking a lot about that penny and just how lonely id be if she wasnt there with me dear anne shirley its been a long time since i last wrote but i need your advice i am planning a primary activity for this spring since our theme for the year is my eternal family and we like to have our activities point the children to what they are learning i thought it might be nice if we have a picnic on or near the grounds of the mt timpanogos temple and let them bask in the beauty of that place and reflect on the importance of their own eternal family i was born in orange county where my parents had lived in the same house for like 20 years they had both lived in so cal all their lives but the pattern is still available secondly i must say i know carbohydrates arent bad i know bread is life and wheat is the staff of life a lot of fruits and veggies are quite sugary/ starchy for almost everyone eating all these foods in moderation will do them fine but remember i am trying to regulate an abnormality to a diabetic sugar is the devil to someone with celiac disease wheat is the devil to someone with milk allergies dairy is the devel and what ive come to believe that for some women who dont ovulate high blood sugar may be their devil and it definately is mine cate and i went through some of the free options around the web for valentines to download and print