confession i miss saved by the bell do you have to be obsessed with yarn and needles and hooks like i am to think that is the most inviting little space youve ever seen and then that got me thinking that really its not just while laying in bed that she is watching out for me she follows me around all day just in case she might be needed for something anything cute little penny is just a wee dog but she feels strongly that part of her duty is to scare the crap out of anyone who gets near our house just so they know no one is going to mess with her family not on her watch she is undeterred by bigger animals and scary men- they all get yelled at to stay away let me explain Buoy lunch whole wheat pita with tuna or deli meat or a big salad with grilled chicken at 18 i planned to live the tahoe hippie life forever one day i felt compelled i knew it i just had to leave i packed up my car and moved to the central coast what a few hours on a sunny day can do for you what im listening to this morningagain 1 make stuff knit 2 april 3 fond of 4 Crochet Stack 5 noon 8 6 layering 7 7mos 8 afternoon 9 sleepy mama 10 waiting for me 11 Theres only one captain on this boat 12 Very Special Scarves 13 Michelle Williams ♥ 14 new drawing corner 15 the other side 16 Untitled 17 pride and joy 18 steven alan imitation 19 atthestove 20 Untitled 21 film207 22 hi 23 Working 24 Lashes 25 s t i l l morning quiet time 26 anthem for a 17 year-old girl 27 Untitled 28 reasons for staying 29 Untitled 30 book girl 31 Untitled 32 ships ahoy 33 juk box 34 35 grapefruit & new curtains 36 gams me um we didnt have disney games when i was five all the sudden im 30 i thought id be driving a mini van full of kids and happily decorating my own home but life has shown me again that i am not in control and as i wait for more children and a sense of being settled i was born in orange county where my parents had lived in the same house for like 20 years they had both lived in so cal all their lives i look for girls with purses that compliment mine you love him too right all kits are shipped phew i am given glimpses of the why and the good and the reasons and the plan the bigger picture and the necessity for some to not fit the mold